I had a hard time trusting Andrew, but I had an even harder time staying away from him.

I missed everything about that experience with Andrew and we kept that going strong for a couple of weeks before we slipped into yet another argument.

As I was scrolling through and responding to Instagram comments for my birthday, I saw a fan page with Andrew’s rap name that liked my birthday post.

The latest post from that page was Andrew with a girl in a hot tub in a tacky motel room.

Andrew still hits me up via text from time to time, checking in and I check in on him right back, but not without him initiating it.